so apparently im really bad at this whole blog thing.  i have a lot of good thoughts where i say in my head, "this would be a good post", but it never happens, obviously.  i have not forgotten about blogging you see...im just lazy i guess.  but this past weekend was to good to pass up a blog opportunity, and to be frank, im quite bored in class right now.  (and ironically enough we are discussing ADD...oops.)

this weekend i took four of my girls to sharptop for younglife weekend camp.  i was really anxious about i, but once again, i saw God like he does so many time in my life humble me to a point where he can really use me.  the girls had a blast and they even came to club last night and brought tins of friends.  God is so good and always faithful even when i am faithless.  I have moms texting me telling what an impact we are making on the kids, and i know beyond a doubt that this is where God has me.  Life is so short.  Life is so fleeting.  Life is good, but like the words in the sand, will be washed away before we know it.  The way i see it, if i do nothing to make a difference with the time God has given me, my life is not only short but pointless.  God is so much bigger than i give him credit for, and it takes weekends like this to remind me of that.  It is my prayer that i will be reminded of this everyday.  It wasnt that some big event happened or that those four girls had some big revelation about Jesus this weekend, but they got to see Jesus through the leaders there and through that let me in to their lives, which is a big deal for these girls.  it's the sweet moments like these that take me back to the cross on my knees.  God is good.

1 Peter 3:10-11

"For whoever desires to love life and see good days, let him keep his tongue from evil and his lips from speaking deceit; let him turn away from evil and do good; let him seek peace and pursue it."